so i'm leaving on friday

going back to florida.
probably for another year or so.
i'm not sure.
i don't wanna go back though.
='[

goodbye indiana.... ='[

I'm sorry. we just can't stay here anymore. no matter how much i want too...



The sun is gone and the flowers rot
Words are spaces between us
And I should have been drown in the rivers I found of token lost
And I should have been down when you made me insecure

So break me down if it makes you feel right
And hate me now if it keeps you alright
You can break me down if it takes all your might
Cause I'm so much more than meets the eye

And I'm the one you can never trust
Cause wounds are ways to reveal us
And yeah I could have tried and devoted my life to both of us
But what a waste of my time when the world we had was yours

So break me down if it makes you feel right (so break me down)
And hate me now if it keeps you alright (so break me down)
You can break me down if it takes all your might
Cause I'm so much more than all your lies

Hate me, break me down. (so break me down)
So break me down if it makes you feel right (so break me down)
And hate me now if it keep you alright (so break me down)
You can break me down if it takes all your might
Cause I'm so much more than meets the eye.

first day at my new job

and holy frappichino
its hard >:p and stressful
they had me working on three computers at once
i had to wipe everything off of one laptop
and then reload it, but the disk i used was to scratched up so it didn't upload any of the drivers, so i had to go to the website and do it manually. argh.
and then i had to set up 2 computers for people that work for the harmony for humanity of greater indianapolis, which i think is like some charity orginization.I'm not really sure. like i said i just started today :p
but the company i work for is really good
its a christian thing
and they give away free computers and stuff
its really cool