have you ever found yourself spacing out while listening to music, like doing something, maybe singing the song or something. well sometimes when i'm listening to music i think of something and i just have a daydream in my head of me in a room alone and i'm really angry. i start throwing stuff and pulling my hair and just beating the crap out of things and the only thing i can hear is the song. someone could walk into the room and say my name three or four times and i won't even notice them. its kind of scary, because i don't want to be this angry person anymore, i try so hard to not let my anger consume me, i don't want to be that person again, but i can't help it sometimes. sometimes i just blow up. over nothing. mhmmm.. =[